I have had so much on my mind latley, that it seems to be consuming all my thoughts and energy....I am going to write them out in hopes that I will let some of it go...
*I hate waiting to see whats going to happen with the whole house thing...I know that at some point in the next month or so, we will get out tax refund (our downpayment) and should be able to be preapproved for a loan.
*Until the house thing falls through, and I know where we are going to be living, I can not persue any more kids to watch. When summer is over, the 2 little girls that I have been watching will be in first grade, and I will not really be needed anymore :( So I need to find someone new!
*I have been really unhappy about myself lately...about how I look (never did lose that baby weight!) wish I had money for a total makeover on my wardrobe too... I have also been not liking all the yelling that I am doing to the kids...seems like my patience has been shot to hell!
On a positive note, Matt and I have gotten alot done around the house latley (cleaning, organizing in prep for a move). And the kids and I have gotten outside a little more..finally this weather may break! Maddie is learning to ride her bike without training wheels, and max totally loves bike rides...he stands at the garage door screaming bike ride more! Hopefully I will get the patience to get through the next month or so, and things will fall into place...
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